Sonnet XLII (42 or Fear)
"Tell dem seh a fine bone yuh have"
I was bald for years
Now look at my thick black mane
His ears, his tail, his eyes lit up
And I loved him like I loved myself
When I didn't love me, I left
Him but his eyes remembered me
I was happy then sad again
I've lit candles and soaked pillows
What's this aching thing?
Who's this nobody to check in?
It's spinning and we're falling off
One by one before the final end
I'm crying, I'm dying and when -